Dan
14 November 1989
adore chocolate,mocha and cameras.
CHIJ SJC
Ngee Ann Poly HS
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Jan 25, 2010, Monday, January 25, 2010
:)
Girls are like the 4 seasons of the year.why? Becasue they flared up at times like summer; hot. And becasue they turned all cold suddenly like winter. And sometimes the best times of the year,they are like spring and autumn.(cool and gentle,if you get my drift.) But no matter what,you'll still adapt to these conditions as the cycle repeats itself.
why?
Because you know that she's worth it.
why?
Because you know that she's worth it.
Jan 21, 2010, Thursday, January 21, 2010
Remember all the things we wantedNow all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone.
strangely ,teaching was perfectly fine today.
i didnt have high blood pressure after class. finally chose to be patience with her..
she is not the type to talk in a harsh tone..
i still think compliments is needed for growing up children. :)
night world. headache is killing me :(
Jan 20, 2010, Wednesday, January 20, 2010
VROOOM!
Oh Gosh! one more week to the end of January but you really wish time would pass faster when u are just using eye power.time passes way too slow and its freezing cold in there.
last week was quite a happening week for me!
i had a fight with shiwei on 12th. Out of all days.
Hah i couldnt really remember what the fight now cause problem have been solved and its take two forgivers to be in a happy relationship.
thank you sandy. u are always my source of light without being bias to me or him.
i miss those good talks with you. :)
i think we can go for dim sum buffet next week with carmen!
i met up with Amy Darling on Wednesday.
a nice evening to spend at holland v for tea to catch up after so long!
such a darling deserve a damn good guy who wont break her heart and can withstand her burping. :S
she just needs a lil luck for love! heh! i was just joking :P
i felt better after talking to her of our rants and frustrations of Boys and updatedwhat happened during attachment.
its like never ending talk with her.
from holland v to sixth avenue.
one more thing! she was shocked i actually went to get dslr! ended up laughing so hard.
yes, i never regret getting baby till now.
my darling amy! aint she just one sweet young thing?!?!!
CHEK JAWA WITH ME ??!!
other than working on weekdays now, i have teaching assignments to keep myself busy.
steph gave me a call to ask me to help out on saturday.Less time for Shiwei and he grumbled why is there a need to work so hard for money. i didnt know either but i just dont mind working hard for money. for myself, for indulgences. :)
haha and i will teased him to let me be taitai after i marry him then dont need to work so hard. ;)
i saw almeric on friday!
its simply so out of the blue and both of us were equally stunned!he called out my name inside the taxi when i was walking to workplace.
so happy to see an old friend after one year plus! wanted to catch up more but i was rushing for work alr.
weekend was the busiest!
had teaching class on saturday morning and just nice to rush off steph's workplace.
catching up with her usual dirty jokes and funny action that kept making me laugh non stop.
she's one friend who is so frank with me about everything under the sun. :)
no photo with her as i said i was rushing off to meet dat at railway track at 5pm. i was basically late for every date that day.
meeting Dat was a great pleasure.
i didnt know my camera could do so much wonder.
railway track was a great place for photoshoot. he was trying to show me more and making me too be his model for his theme. i cant bear to leave the place cause its so quiet to be alone or for teaching. i had to leave cause need to go off for shiwei's ex colleague bbq.
not much serious phototaking cause we were testing out the shots.
my test out shots. :D
Sunday
buffet at akira's club and wedding dinner with shiwei.
baby rachel is so cute.
she loves shiwei to carry her up high and let her jump on his thigh!
shiwei was so afraid to carry her in the beginning. his usual phobia of baby being so fragile but i think he got over it later. i hope but that sight was really nice.
baby rachel was enjoying his holding while she just keep jumping on his thigh. :)
thats all for last week.
i need a breather now. :)
sweetheart's HTC Magic is mine now. MUAHAHAH! :D
Jan 19, 2010, Tuesday, January 19, 2010
It has been a crazy week.schedule was really tight. i was rushing to 5 places in a day to meet up with friends.
no kidding.
saw almeric! yes almeric. it was so out of the blue!
Amy for afternoon tea. stephanie with the bunch of caucasian kids and not forgetting Dat at the railway track.
good place. :)
well, photos and detailed blog next time.
i will update when i've time again :)
oh. my next destination is chek Jawa.
shiwei is quite afraid of the hair sea creatures. :S
anyone is keen of that place?
i cant wait for my next off days! :D
Jan 15, 2010, Friday, January 15, 2010
OWL CITY! I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU.
The stars lean down to kiss you,And I lie awake I miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.
I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.
owl city, u are so romantic.
i am so in love with you.
your songs, your lyrics.
it capture my heart so deep. :)
i am so in love with you.
your songs, your lyrics.
it capture my heart so deep. :)
Jan 11, 2010, Monday, January 11, 2010
Another Monday has come.
which means i wont have time to post entry until towards the end of week.i am having Monday blues again.
decided to wake up early and enjoy the morning sun rather than sleeping through till my work starts. did my chores and prepared breakfast for sis and i.
still procrastinating on finding the common procedures in the ward.
like bone marrow aspiration and etc.
i am on holiday mood, baby! YAWNS.
we'll be together for 23 months tomorrow.
time flies way too fast or was it that shift works make me lose track of the days.
Happy 1 Year and 11 months together! :)
Jan 10, 2010, Sunday, January 10, 2010
My Dim Sum Saturday. :D
after 3 and 1/2 hours of teaching which really can make my blood pressure rise.
i never seen such a defensive kid before. was really thinking my tolerance level has went low or is this kid trying to be funny with me. teaching qihui was never a chore compare to this.
i never seen such a defensive kid before. was really thinking my tolerance level has went low or is this kid trying to be funny with me. teaching qihui was never a chore compare to this.
came back home to pack before we went to swim.
i swim ten laps k! haha! shiwei will roll his eyes. i took rest in between and hopping instead of swimming. hehehe! would love to swim more.
i swim ten laps k! haha! shiwei will roll his eyes. i took rest in between and hopping instead of swimming. hehehe! would love to swim more.
we headed down to Dim Sum cause i said so!
he said i'm spoiled by him already hahaha!
he loves dim sum too. :D
he said i'm spoiled by him already hahaha!
he loves dim sum too. :D
yay! Dim Sum makes me Happy :D
and him concentrating on the food.
sat outside the shop to wait for them.
there is this small girl around 6 years old was waiting next to us.
she seemed so curious with my watery eyes after shiwei place eye drop for me.
i think i knew what happened so i started sniffing started and pretend as though i was crying.
she was shocked as though i was crying.
then she turned to her dad and said that guy was bullying her and she's crying now. hahahah
its so funny to make a small girl believe he is bullying me.
i want my next weekend to come quicker.
next week should be railway track.
time for more phototaking. :)
Jan 8, 2010, Friday, January 08, 2010
currently waiting for xueqi to end work. we're going to ikea to try the hotdog bread.. so glad weekend is here. :) anyway, random here. our uniform is going to be like air stewardess! its going to glamourous kind of style. looking forward. PLUS starbucks and more variety of food. more motivated for work !Jan 6, 2010, Wednesday, January 06, 2010
Rescuscitation Rm
posted to A&E department now. not much of nursing but very thrilling.handled cases like ACS and cutting of the the hand which the whole muscle and vein is cut out.
i did CPR for one of the patient. its a weird feeling when you see the HR went up and down.
couldnt stand the sight of family members wailing away.sigh
anyway, i totally respect DEM team.
My clinical instructor told me,"go and eat more now, be prepared for more of this when u are back."
still thinking of joining paramedic but i am taken off by what i saw.
2 years to decide.
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On Monday, i met up with sandy for her 21st birthday.
simple dinner with her and sw.
Yw, u should have come!
I bought her ferragamo perfume! PLS USE IT TO SEDUCE YW!
ahahahah. Thats why shiwei and i said the same thing. we want u to "seduce" yaowen. :p
oh i got my starbucks too. been missing mocha for quite some time.
Jan 5, 2010, Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Bye 2009.
Hello tooodlelidoo, i am back from the a less hectic schedule.this entry was meant for 31st december 2009. however, my schedule was really tight to allow me having a reflection of what i have did in year 2009 before welcoming a new year. in fact, i am still deluding myself in 2009.
pretty much year 2009 has been a good year!
things have been going quite smoothly. just a few hiccups and hard work for me..
lets begin a few incidents which etched in my memories before letting it to become a past.
i've changed so much in this year.
became more vain. hahah! that rebonding increases my confidence level.thats for sure..
i think the biggest and craziest thing i did was to get a bikini with Amy. :) (i really miss you amy. hope u are reading this and you're fine. :)
still spontaneous, playful and always come up with stupid pranks. however, things start to change in the recent month.
i cant behave like my usual bubbly self infront of everyone except my loves one. there is an image to maintain in my profession. most importantly, i did my very best to keep myself low profile but failed badly in that attachment.
Nursing has changed my life.
the very first step to adult hood and working world was to sign the bond.
it was a very bold move of me.
it changes my thinking, maturity level. makes me more independent than before.
that attachment was traumatizing for me. i guess u know which one i am refering to. :)
it teaches me to be independent and i am not shameful or scared to eat alone at the canteen now. sounds pathetic but reality hits me hard. there are so many kind of people in this world and not all of them are angelic as i thought the world is.
i've fallen and not easy to pick myself up until recently. letting go and face it instead of running away .
intially,i was scared to be in a group,afraid to open up to others especially people i didnt contact for some times.most importantly, bottling myself up.i am thankful to be back in my normal self. thanks for people who have been encouraging and supporting me all this while. handful of buddies who always standby me.
god has been watching over me. it was really blessing in disguise to meet people in wd 11 who are kind to teach and guide me during that tough period. they sayang me like nobody business during that period to make me learn.
another thing about work is having R as my preceptor. this period has been really stressful for me. goodness, i do not know how many times have i mention in the blog.
Rumour spread on how strict he is and etc. i was afraid, intimidated and fearful of him.this period of him guiding me was really stressful, demoralising because he's so knowledgeable with his work BUT i really learn alot from him. More than other student nurses.
thats why my schedule is so busy. i've to study so much and less time for myself. to a point, i really want to break down. it was a period of feeling unfair to work so much compared to the rest. Right now, i am thankful for his teaching and guidance.
i was really glad to hear that he was pleased with my performance. out from his golden mouth was really precious to me.
it actuallyy mean alot and hope i can maintain my standard when i am back for continuation of my PRCP.
Blog.
i hated blogging for a period of time because realizing certain things which i blog will cause insecurity/competiveness in certain people. you might think i am being boastful but i am not. if you know what i am refering to, i've female hormone in me and i know whats going on.
secondly, i dont wish to become like another person. hate it when i read archives of my past was full of sarcasm or words to spike other person so i stopped.
secondly,I've learn and control that words of anger should not be posted in the net to cause unnecessary hurt to others and regret it when anger has dissolve.
it was time to grow up, time to confront when there is unhappiness arises instead of words of anger or sarcasm or hidden meaning to get back the person if u get what i mean.
right sandy?
truly glad i was pulled back by Akira and shiwei to stop being narrow minded and holding on. i was glad i'm free from unnecessary trouble now. it really work when stop visiting of unnecessary blog for a long time. its been a while alr. :)
for my love ones.
family has always been there. more time were spend together. :)
doting their dearest er jie. hahah! appreciated the little things they did.
shiwei and i are going to be together for 2 years.
time really flies.
we have been squabbling so often in this year but still sticking each other like super glue. hehe!
he has been a cheeky and protective bf of mine. its great to have his encouragement and his positive attitude to neutralise the negative side of me.
loving me now and then. i will not come thus far if not of your encouragement.
friends have been really understanding. i had been a very bad friend of not able to meet up most of the time but all of u are nice to accomodate my timing. most importantly, hearing my rant when times are bad and showering the concern that i need. a big thank you to my darling girls. everyone of you all. u know who you are. :)
as for my long lost buddy,i was glad we're back to talking term this year.i guess it was the teaching lesson for my sister.thank you for being such a nice friend. :)
Oh! MY baby dslr. how can i miss it.
it was really exciting on the day i got you!
hahah! a really crazy act which i never regret. i never spend so much on a gadget at all. really cherish it till now. everyone loves you! heheh
To e people who encourage, bring me down, cheering or jeering.
be it the cleaner in the ward or the doc who kicked a big fuss.
i have learnt so much this year.
A turning and learning point for me. thank you from e bottom of my heart. :) I've learnt to be stronger and more independent.
P.S : wow. thats my longest entry for this few months.
had close a chapter of my life.
an exciting 2009. byebye. :)
Jan 2, 2010, Saturday, January 02, 2010
hate it when life is so busy.still have the intention to have a proper reflection of 2009 before welcoming 2010.
but time is not going to stop because i want to. it just happen with a blink of eye.. i am serious. thats how busy i was.
my free time is to keep my love ones company.
headed countdown this year with my friends. at the same time a birthday celebration for sandy. :)
the next day was lunch at Akira's. as for today, we intended to have a couple day out but didnt in the end. i brought my mum and siblings for buffet together with him.
well, i shall leave you with a few photos first.
i am getting tired. yawn.