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Dan
14 November 1989 adore chocolate,mocha and cameras. CHIJ SJC Ngee Ann Poly HS Copyright © 2009 Dan. All Rights Reserved
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Dec 27, 2009, Sunday, December 27, 2009
HoHo
![]() a lil late for x'mas entry but i am not really into festival anymore. still, Merry X'mas all! i am tired, totally drain from work. life was really busy. i wouldnt say much in this entry but if you jolly well know about my life then you know that the challenge that i am facing everyday is totally different from what i face from the rest of student nurse everyday. totally different. there are so many times i have burst into tears, close to breaking down but i know i've to finish this marathon. thank you sweetheart. you have done a good job to encourage me along this journey. maybe things are really not that pessimistic as what i thought. there is one more thing i should learn. not to bottle things up in my heart because its filling to the brim.. close to the verge of feeling hopeless. i will do my best to look and think on the positive side. time to rest. :) Dec 21, 2009, Monday, December 21, 2009
green house cafe , ivory tea and bangs. met up with fang for the first time on a saturday. i was being a grumpy lady. first was my eyeliner cause red earth eyeliner is out of stock! next was the sucky food at green house cafe. i expected more from it. nevertheless, we love the swings there. we kept swinging and swinging and the lady who is tidying up her flowers were smiling at us. until we reached ps at ivory tea. i just kept eating and eating and eating. and after looking at her hair, i have this strong urge to get rid of my fringe. so tempted to cut bangs and fearful about the end result. most of them said its nice and looking more like my eldest sis. haha! well, i need a change. i am going to perm when i am heading thailand next year. :) oh fang loves my baby too! she was holding on to it most of t he time. snapping non-stop.totally behave like paparazzi! hahah! her first reaction was shocked when she saw i took it out from my bag.
thinks i am really crazy but i really love my baby till now. just bought a new UV lens and booking the dry box from film shop alr.
Dec 20, 2009, Sunday, December 20, 2009
BANGS.
Dec 17, 2009, Thursday, December 17, 2009
so shiwei came back on tuesday night and all of us met for dinner before sending me to work.he brought alot of stuffs especially earrings and bangles. one bundle of them! can u imagine? hahaha! it seem as though i have alot of ears for me to wear! photos of them eating good food at very cheap price! Sharkfins ,bird nest and buffets!! ![]() its making me very hungry and pathetic in singapore. cause i really love food and its wasted not to go especially it was cheap. anyway, there is a plan of going there next year. i have decided to use the money to save for small trips like cameron highland for the family. family is more important than anything else. so New Zealand, see you in 3 years time. i would finish my bond by then and shiwei would have graduate from Uni. YAY! i will get my break after tonight. pls let me have more time to meet up with people, indulging in good food and have time for myself! :D ![]() its drawing to the near of 2009, time for a proper closure. :) Dec 15, 2009, Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Dr Cocky.
i am back from my first night shift.its super tiring especially working with super cocky doctor. guess Dr Kang is the nicest of all. He's willing to help us with the minor things.have the heart to help which i am quite touched by his small act though. i really wish more doctors could learn more like him rather than throwing their fits. or rather we singaporeans should not be full of ourselves all the time. why cant the majority just get their mind straight. yes, its really distasteful to see ppl like us behaving this way. it really reflect on the brought up of the family. disgusting. just give me a few more years. i make sure i'll make a change in the way we're being treated. no point being grumpy about it . cocky, mean, flirtatious, rude, throwing "fits". i have met those kind. Dec 14, 2009, Monday, December 14, 2009
two is better than one.
I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life and I thought "Hey, you know, this could be something" 'Cause everything you do and words you say You know that it all takes my breath away And now I'm left with nothing So maybe it's true That I can't live without you And maybe two is better than one There's so much time To figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two is better than one I remember every look upon your face The way you roll your eyes The way you taste You make it hard for breathing 'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everything's okay I'm finally now believing.. and i thought work could be kept me occupied from missing you. night shifts for the next few nights. i must survive. Dec 13, 2009, Sunday, December 13, 2009
Whiny
I'm uber unwillingly to leave the house now.why do i have to work on a sunday afternoon? i think every part of my house is very cosy and i just want to laze through my sunday. hate the feeling of having break and then it makes u feel so lazy to go back to work. dad will come and pick me in another 50 mins. my next break will be on fri, sat and sunday. my plan for next week. friday will be teaching and meet my bf. saturday teaching and meeting fang! i cant wait to venture out with her on a saturday afternoon with my baby camera. i want to bring her to maxwell market for the famous chicken rice stall. hopefully Mr Sun is on my side. Sunday : okay, its crazy but i am teaching again. no plan in the afternoon.. i felt as though its CNY mood more than X'mas. OH.. Sunday, December 13, 2009
Meet me halfway.
i know i should be sleeping now but i cant .its a feeling of waiting for something yet there is nothing to wait. or maybe i wish today could last a little longer cause i dont feel like working tomorrow. :( Dec 12, 2009, Saturday, December 12, 2009
Happy 1 yr 10 months.
i thought i wont be missing you until the ride back from dinner with my family. :( mum and dad were quite happy that i brought them out for a simple dinner. i like to spend my saturday with my family rather than a usual sat routine with your friends and stay up till late hours. i realised work will make me surpress my feelings cause concentration is all on work and get things done. wish u are back from bangkok soon and bring back loads of goodies. i cant wait to hold ur hand again. i want your bad romance! now the feeling of missing is back again. OH i used to be like this. my sisters are really very naughty. always come up with stupid stuff. hahah! but i just laughed so hard when i see this! GEEZ. Saturday, December 12, 2009
Quiet Joy.
i spent a quite simple and fufilling afternoon.it was just with myself for the whole day.still loving the time indulging myself in medical book at the novena bookshop to have more knowledge about human body and diseases. thanks mum for nurturing us to read books since young. :) and next was heading down to have lunch and visit my uncle and mum. i was walking down raffles place. just couldnt explain this quiet joy with myself. the wind was blowing against my hair and face, the sound of silence . just smiled to myself that it was a beautiful saturday.. i want this moment to last forever. life has been so busy with work. Yes, work. i can be really a hardcore workaholic yet at the same time i enjoyed the peaceful moment with myself. (: will have dinner with my parents and siblings after submitting my reflective journal. i am going to get a dry box for my baby.. cant wait to play with it again. tata Dec 9, 2009, Wednesday, December 09, 2009
CHIJMES
![]() took them out and went to st cathedral church and chijmes for a better shoot. i didnt get my chance of going into the chapel cause my sisters thinks its not really nice. well, i will wait for Dat to come back and have more shots. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() caption another time. i need to talk to PoPo about something urgent! meanwhile, enjoy the songs. two is better than one (with taylor swift! ) Dec 6, 2009, Sunday, December 06, 2009
Photo Porn
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() well.. too many event happened at one go. i really have no idea where should i begin. what i could remembered was getting my new camera. it was really a rush of adrenaline when i know the dealer is selling me at a very cheap price. he's really kind. family was really against it in the beginning because they think its waste of money to get it. i beg to differ totally. the sense of satisfaction when u hear the click sound and capturing that moment. Dat was the best person to talk to that night. he knew how sad i was cause we both love camera! he's going to teach me when he's back from vietnam. as for now, i shall upload the pic into facebook and he could guide me from there.. but i've been really busy. busy enough to neglect all the people around me. work has been challenging yet enjoying the proces at the same time. alright, that aside. the point is everyone loves my new baby like i do now. even my dear bf is agreeing that this camera is good. i just need more places to explore. the next place that i will go is CHIJMES, that hidden high tea venue that i'm going to bring my girls. Not forgetting, my favourite starbucks corner. yes, i work really hard to deserve all this! think of it, i am proud of myself. Meanwhile, current photos to sum up the people i went out with. :) Dec 4, 2009, Friday, December 04, 2009
I'm just a girl.
Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us, we are never going to find out.Our friends know EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Guaranteed. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us). When we act sad, we want you to hug us. Our favorite part of the MSN conversation is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes. We have mood swings. Get over it. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbor/bes We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best. We hate it when you go clubbing without us. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you. We think you are the best guy in the world. We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See Compliments. We love them. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us. 36. We like cuddling up to you so let us. 37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’) Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook. We never forget things. Ever. We over-analyze everything. We over-react to everything. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters. We don’t like being used. We like it when you do unexpected nice things. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damn you must have done something bad… This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. I We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time they were probably thinking about you. A lot. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand. to those female readers of mine. dont ya find it so true? i just mentioned this to shiwei. if there's a day where i will stop nagging, stop being jealous over that stupid wendy, stop being so sensitive towards you, stop making more time for you. it will be the time when i stop loving you. haha! so get over with it. lalalala~ Dec 3, 2009, Thursday, December 03, 2009
to summarise today,the doctors and nurses that i worked with today are nice and helpful. i got countless of blessing and appreciation from patients for this few weeks. i am learning new things everyday. in short, today is perfect. :) cant wait for weekend. which means more time for swimming, camera-whoring and need some love and attention from my love!! :D Dec 2, 2009, Wednesday, December 02, 2009
i dont feel like telling anyone when there is a problem arises cause i feel nobody need to take the burden to listen to what i say.everyone is asking me how am i doing at work and i will hesitate to answer back. what am i going to say? is there a need to rant? most importantly, i will regret after ranting about to my love ones.they will just get more worried and fretting for me instead. so i chose to keep quiet. and i find myself so hard to meet up to his expectations. just like what he said, he is throwing me to the ocean and letting me to survive on my own. i have to stay positive and proof him but at times i just want to break down. and there is a need to control my tear duct. signing off. |