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Dan

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14 November 1989
adore chocolate,mocha and cameras.
CHIJ SJC
Ngee Ann Poly HS

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Dec 31, 2007, Monday, December 31, 2007

now you see me.

now you dont.

hey this board is so cute!

right that thursday afternoon, i went to met zhen and she cook pasta for the both of us! yummy :)

ang mo kio park mac is a really a nice place. its always nice to meet you and we can just spend quality time together. :)

your pasta is really amazing! yummy yum yum!

thursday night was MOS with the gang and the tagging of fw and shiwei.

i guess i was kinda high after the chevron.hah!

and went to vomit once cause the music was too loud and the whole place look as if it was moving. the rest were having fun dancing away.. at the beginning, hwee and her sis gotta pull me to the dancefloor to dance but i just felt extremely shy then everything went fine after past 12??

everyone was like dancing but i was telling fangwen that i am still clear headed so he keep on adding drink to my glass till the the drink start to take effect on me.

yeah we headed to mac for breakfast and ng's sent all of us home.

mum didnt say anything about clubbing but clubbing is definitely not a place for me to go all the time. its get abit when you're doing the same old routine.haha well a experience for me to see. :)

the next morning i dont feel real at all then headed to sana. before all of us headed to my house for bbq session.yep

i'm still craving to eat more and yay for me! bbq at fabian's house later.

despite the fact that i'm still coughing, more deep fried food for me. oops!

Dec 30, 2007, Sunday, December 30, 2007

as year 2007 is coming to a closure,

i've decided to do a reflection on year 2007 before waving goodbye to it.

where shall i begin?

getting started of the year isnt a good start at all. i was tormenting in pain though everything is appearing fine.think the most dramastic change was changing from sjc to poly.

yeah it seemed fine that dan is adapting well to her enviroment, her own clique of friends but another part of me i felt empty inside.

there are loads and loads of crying session this year. this is not how i used to behave like a crying baby.

sandy did mention this before, maybe sjc was a smaller compound with your own pool of friends and getting fix with the prob or anything just get easy.

however a new change of starting all over again and close friends are all busy with their own work and life, there is no one to turn to, crying seemed to be the best way out.

i felt very insecured at all times, never expect my tears to fall so easy just like a tap water. praying really hard that 2008 will be better year.

myself

guess i have changed somehow. i am not really opening up my circles of friends anymore.

a better conclusion of having more close friends than acquintances.

had a better idea of who i am. getting loads of misunderstanding and didnt know how to bring the message correctly. i hate getting misunderstood but what to do?

know what is happening and yet didnt have any clue to deal with it.

a very complicated mind and unpredictable person who behaves like a wave. the extreme.haha.

next stage of life,a step closer to the working world.i am scared.

studies.

apparently, if i start to work hard right now and mug my way through. think shouldnt be a problem.however another side of me feel like giving up because nursing isnt my option but i already spent one sem in studying and there's no way saying bye to it. or else my parents money will go down the drain.

friends.

meeting jo,amy, sharity, xiangqin and kelvin are really a pleasure to have them in school. in times of schooling, i enjoyed but still there is a distance between us as all of us have our own life. the remaining school days with u all, i will cherish it before changing to a new class. :)

thanks! <3

the people whom make a impact in my life.

zhen: all of us are separated and i know your countless effort to meet up. at times i really felt upset when in time of needing u are not there like how you used to sit next to me back in sjc. haha but your concern for me is still there and i can feel it.

we do drift slightly cause time is a good killer and in addition of different things that we're pursuing,or saying things makes you so angry with me

nevertheless, i know both of us have a place for each other and you love me alot! bleah! i know! :)

we must meet up more, we really must. heheh! i miss you. :)

sandy:

dear sand! i didnt know what you've been doing recently though we just met for bbq but didnt really talk much because we were busy with our food or you're busy bullying yaowen away.

okay prob you're busy dating away but i know we still have loads of heart to heart talk session at the bus stop with each other. <3

i'm really grateful for being my listening ear and i do lend you my pair of ears too!

this 6 years of friendship going 7 is still making it.

remember the valentine's day card that u gave. we have overcome it! a guy can never come between us. :) hahaha!

i believe those words that i type here can never compare to the bond between our friendship.

i thank you for bringing yaowen to your life because you make me found back my long lost pri 1 friend. :)

fang:

our friendship grew closer after the mugging session during O's and childcare and until now.

the girl whom knows everything happening in my life just like my walking diary. ahhaah!

okay you really gotta bear with my irritatingness and my nonsensical logic plus standing yourindirecting suaning.

still, i'm really grateful to have you by my side.

-hugs-

hwee:

always have loads of fun together in school or outside.

we dont really talk so much this year but i'm still glad we have update of each other life.

probably i wasnt the first person for you to lean on and if you wish to share with me. i'm here and we'll have night bball session soon. take care. :)

shiwei:

hey hey you you! :)

got to know you at the very beginning of the year and didnt expect things has happen like now.

the very first impression of you is the dumb policeman who poking fun at me as a nurse who afraid of blood causing a constant laughing makes me hit the PS cafe window.hmph.

needless to say, i was impressed with the effort that you've made this while.

the chocolate surprise, herbal tea and etc. i was grateful to for all the things that you did for me . thanks :)

oh yes, i gave you hell for a period of time of hot and cold atittude because i didnt know what to do. the best is to communicate. eh! you makes me feel angry at times

too when the joke got too far but i'm a very nice girl,all those shall be pardon due to the lil action of yours tells that you care.

and at the end of the day whether we'll end up together or not. i am glad i've know you.even if we dont or both of us change of mind somehow. i'll still be please the things you did for me. :)

awww.. dont be touched when you see this because i know you will. :)

JS and gang :

hello! we arent close like the previous year because i dont need to know chemistry anymore!hah both of us are busy with our life and i still thinks of you k!

you're my very first close guy friend. buddy! thanks for all the fun and long chat on the phone.

zhiping and guohua, we dont spend much time having heart to heart talk but i always enjoy you guys company. :)

fw and co.

its always have fun knowing them and i think i really will miss fabian.

a nice ending of year 2007 to be spend with them.

hello ruixin, if you're reading this.

sorry for not able to meet up this whole year. all of us are so busy with our life and had changed.nevertheless all of you are still in my thoughts somehow. i hope to have a meetup session soon.:) take care

alright, a little note for everyone.

year 2007 is not a ver likeable year for me but i still thanked those people that i've mention for being there for me. :)

hope year 2008 will be a better year.

now after a long entry, i am hungry and back for more for the past few days! :)

Dec 26, 2007, Wednesday, December 26, 2007

the countdown at orchard was boring. didnt really like the idea of spraying the foam at one another though i wish to have some fun. this coutdown had let me know myself abit more. i have changed.not like how hwee and i used to do when we were back in 16.

a quick update of hwee's life.. not exactly doing much activitiy but i enjoy the company. :)

i shant upload the video that fang's did on x'mas! she will kill me!

my sore throat doesnt hurt so bad anymore but i feel very restless.

recently, a friend of mine told me he has decided to give up a girl whom he've been trying to chase after.

he sent him a christmas card to her saying, he wont date her out anymore and give up.

my first reaction was the card was kinda mean but on second thought, i think he did a right job.

he let both parties to know this whole thing has really put to a stop. i definitely support his way!

if one day a guy decided to give up on me or the other way, i'll do the same way too. to let the both parties know its really a full stop. -nod head-

both try to make it work but what they try to give each other is not what each other wants.

would letting go be a better option?

Dec 25, 2007, Tuesday, December 25, 2007

merry x'mas all :)

TADAHHH! here are the very overdue photos.

MUSEUM.

inside the cinema where we were asked to stop taking photos. hoho

WARLORDS.

YUP!YESYES! THATS YOU!

we cabbed home after watching movie and there is a row of taxi and we just randomly choose one.

this uncle is super funny, he shared with us the passengers who sat and ran after reaching their destination. he thought we're gonna run too ! haha :)

nice ride home! :)

MONOPOLY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT!!

Zzzzz~

tangyuans :)

board game cafe?

trust my candid shot! :)

PS cafe

CHRISTMAS!

the only thing i like about x'mas is the x'mas songs, decorations.

so x'mas might be just a normal day for me so fang and i trIed studying at mac.

chapter 2 of cmbio. okay i studied that but dunno whether its important.

i insist on going to the nearby playground. :)

hello girls, i'll upload the pics in my phone on x'mas eve soon k. :)

will update more soon,rushing off to give tuition now.

Dec 24, 2007, Monday, December 24, 2007

yesterday was too boring for me so i slept at 830pm and woke up at 11 am this morning!
listening to christmas song is what i did for the whole day!
hahah later heading to town to meet hwee and fang for countdown. i really wonder how is it going to be like. cant recall having a countdown last year.

another part of me is craving for the ice cream which i dont think is appropriate. the phelgm that i'm producing is thick and green-ish form.haha! in addition, i cant really speak, my sore throat do hurts.

okay better do something productive for cmbio.

MOS on thurs and bbq is coming on friday!

you know in the midst of everything, i miss all my friends but we're busy.
and even we met, there isnt much things to say.
i dreamt of carmen wong. i missed her.

Dec 23, 2007, Sunday, December 23, 2007

home alone

For the past 4 hours, I did nothing but to glue myself in front to my com. I had the whole house by myself because all of them are not at home. Right, I betterl grab some bite now!
See ya!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

at last we went to P.S cafe and sat at the favourite place that i like the most.
i am going kuala lumpur with them together with my sister too!
didnt know christmas eve is tomorrow thought it will still be many days away until fang come and ask me about the coutdown on christmas eve which is tomorrow!

not much preparation for christmas gifts this year but at least the atmosphere for christmas is just right for me!

and hullo sore throat.

The days with you are flying by
And I'm so glad that we're together
I never used to be like this
And every day was just another
The day we met I never thought that I would ever have your number
I wrote it in my diary I have it in my head
Ooo wah ooo...Ooo wah ooo...
You always try to do theT
hings that make me happy
I always try to do the
Things that make you happy
The sun is shining for us
And it makes you happy
The stars are shining for us
And it makes me happy
These words now come so easily
Since the day I said 'I love you'I baked for you a cake last week
I hope it's not too sweet Daddy says I should be careful
And I know I'm safe when I am with you
He speaks of you "that nice young man"Now the 60's gone, our children are all grand

jingle bell jingle bell rock!
Jingle bells chime in jingle bell time
Dancing and prancing in jingle bell square
In the frosty air
What a bright time, it's the right time
To rock the night away!
yay!

Dec 22, 2007, Saturday, December 22, 2007

alright i think the cold war betweeen mum and i had ended for now.
as i woke up in the morning to help her with tangyuans.
she actually allows me to go MOS with the fangwen and mark today but they postpone it to next sat. i cant wait and for now i shall be a very good girl and avoid quarrelling with her.haha!

however there are still things that i'm troubling about. well i gotta conquer it one by one.
studies is in a rocky state right now. :(
the rest i shant mention much..
more pictures to come and cmbio to study for or else i'll be dead.

all i wish for christmas is everything back into the track.

Dec 20, 2007, Thursday, December 20, 2007

the gigantic big fish!

i was amazed there were actually parrots up in the hill!

ben and jerry! i like! :)

those deserted houses.

tuesday is dempsey road with mr ng in the afternoon after he came and do the last touch up for my computer.

ben's and jerry is a nice place to be at!

we toured around the place for a short while before i went to meet my girls at PS.

well done! the sleepover at fang house..okay monopoly game was super hilarious!

fang was building her house by hitting her "house" to the board then she goes,"POMP POMP!". i asked her why she did that and she said so her house will be firm to the ground!

i just laughed until my stomach hurts!

stupid girl! i was acting as a big bad wolf and blow off her house or shake the whole board then will have earthquake to make all their houses shake!!

i went crazy when i was deprive from sleep and at the end i went bankcrupt just to get that few hours of sleep.

this stupid girl kept cursing us to go to jail! they didnt sleep for the whole night but i did.hahah!

and i heard people singing school song or national anthem.

fang deny that they didnt sing at all but i dont believe!

Dec 19, 2007, Wednesday, December 19, 2007

sister love with this 2 sisters on tuesday. :)
despite the fact that its drizzling yesterday, i brought my two younger sisters out to town and museum.
here we goes and i can conclude lye yee is most willing to be the model for my snapshots! :)

she pose and pose for me. well done!

old chang kee. our favourite

while waitng for mum.

i likes her mushroom fringe!

this is called copycat! my eldest sister saw the photo that reviously fang and i took so they posed the same thing! LOL

this is very fun!

its the eldest idea not mine.laugh out loud.

i was force to take their picture when there are people walking past us!

Dec 17, 2007, Monday, December 17, 2007

bumming at home is what i did for the whole day.
did nothing much although i'm suppose to pack my notes and call the singtel and etc.
my afternoon was wasted by playing the cam with my sis then delete and delete. or we took out different type of nail polish and paint our nails.
the house is just the three of us.

speaking about sunday..
that was the last straw. yes i admit i was at fault but mum was too. the cycle that repeated itself again and again was pretty sick for me.
they left the house and i locked myself inthe room.my eldest sis didnt actually know what happened while she's busy on the phone.
too fedup and i took my stuff and out of my house.
i didnt know where i was heading but all i know is i'm in tears until bus 132 came.
dempsey. i walked the whole of dempsey and botanical garden.
mum called me alot of time but i choose not to pick up.
i went to alot of places and stone until sandy came and find me.
she anaylse and blah blah.
okay my action was in a fit of anger and when i'm back at home, mum went to bed until today,we didnt spoke a word.
she'll be back home soon and i really wonder whats gonna happen next..
i really dont like things in this way and neither do i wishto defy her.
just hope things will turn out better by communicating but i dont want to be the first to start off the conversation.

Monday, December 17, 2007

think i'm really awesome.
because when i said i want to go to a place. i mean it.

sundayafternoon was by myself to dempsey and botanical garden.

Dec 16, 2007, Sunday, December 16, 2007