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Dan
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14 November 1989
adore chocolate,mocha and cameras.
CHIJ SJC
Ngee Ann Poly HS

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Sep 30, 2008, Tuesday, September 30, 2008
My love ,how can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

i am meeting sis for pedicure at 6pm!! we are so gonna dump that stupid company dinner.
the whole family have persuading her not to go yesterday. its quite stupid actually!
we will be heading town for walk and i need to buy my children's day presents for my kids!


my favourite patient has discharge today. both xiangqin and i will miss his crap and jokes.we were quite dull after he left the ward..
he has filled me up with his life story. all the best to him man.


Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.




Sep 27, 2008, Saturday, September 27, 2008
Tainted blue

Dr Loh is so nice! i was asking him about my eye condition and he said he will help me to check from his friends. i am so glad no operation will done cause mine is not consider serious.
as usual saturday morning was spent at the clinic. its better to work with auntie leyha and her daughter.

i'll leave to lie on my bed and read my book before dozing off for my nap.
-happy sigh- good day =)




Sep 24, 2008, Wednesday, September 24, 2008
the man who cant be moved.

ohoh when holidays come, i will find my serenity back again.
lately, voices of many have been in my head. i was thinking alot and trying to positive as i could. i did make the effort and i know certain things have to let go.
late night music, myself and the sofa. it will be good, will be good.. =)




Wednesday, September 24, 2008
You could ponder...






i think its very sad to make IMH to become your home that u will never going to step out of the place.

you know the history of IMH has become your history.
no one to visit.
the wonton mee you've been craving for is only what you could see on the tv.
you know u are a psychic patient .people see u as a crazy person.

intervention could be done from my part.
i was thinking my partner would be spontaneous to say which i doubt so.
i enjoyed my IMH posting everyday. =)

listen to the rythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool i've been
I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again
Now the only girl i've ever loved has gone away
Looking for a brand new start
Little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart..

He was singing it so happy.

Rhythm of the rain - Cascades




Sep 22, 2008, Monday, September 22, 2008
When the nights and the days are getting colder.

i bet there is another round of no phonecall tonight. well its okay as i am seeing him tomorrow!
he's picking me up after work then we're going to cook pasta which i am not really keen of. think this is the only activity for too tired souls after work.

apparently when i am back from orientation, i clocked 4 hours of nap.
IMH posting will end in two weeks. to be exact 8 days of work in total.
i will be so happy!

=)






Monday, September 22, 2008
IMH

I am currently at imh listening to the nyp lecturer lecturing us for sleeping while the guy is presenting a presentation.xq is beside me synchronizing her data.it will be interesting,I hope.ok bringing us around for hospital tour now.




Sep 21, 2008, Sunday, September 21, 2008
Zzzz

sengkang residents are giving my sweetheart more trouble.more work for him equal no phonecall tonight. I miss your voice :( and recently short dates seems so precious and yet not enough. good night love




Sunday, September 21, 2008
I LOVE SATURDAY. =)

Morning after work at clinic , i went down to town to meet Amy. She filled me up with alot of juicy gossips and her trip at China. we went shopping around town as usual and i really wish to buy a top from Dorothy perkin. the peacock top is just so nice but i didnt get it in the end.
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this was from her!
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so roaming from shop to shop and had lunch at Taka and craving for Mochi is back and i got the Chocolate Espresso this time.
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then when i was so tired of walking so much with her, we decided to take a stop at orange julius. she was really a hardcore shopper! she DONT stop shopping!
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in the middle of the road.
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look really retarded.
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i met sis after Amy went home. she stop at TCC for a drink as the boys except Akira kor kor were all at Johor. we had a really good about our future and we really have total different aspect of what we want in the future even though we are sisters.
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look at her coffee that she have ordered compare to my Azuki Freeze. Hers was really pathetic as both of us presume a big cup of coffee which was seen from the menu!
we waited for akira to come and pick us up to Shiwei's mum shop. she was a being a happy girl when his mum was saying that she was slim and getting nice office clothes.
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the boy were back and i suggested dinner cum supper at Arab street!
loads of laughing at the table of their lame jokes! it was truly a happy sat to end off with. =)

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we were all alone up in the second floor!
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Sep 19, 2008, Friday, September 19, 2008
A RANDOM SMS WAS RECIEVED FROM SANDY WHEN I JUST WOKE UP.

"Eh, dont marry so early hor.i thought what i want to get for for you and sw alr.but hor if u marry at 21 then i am still a broke undergrad. haha!"

the best answer to reply is.
I AM NOT GOING TO MARRY AT 21.




Sep 18, 2008, Thursday, September 18, 2008

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pretty suck at everything isnt it?




Sep 15, 2008, Monday, September 15, 2008
monday morning

01:52:43 long of phonecall with sandy last night.
boyfriends, friends, school. everything in one under the full moon.
she couldnt find the word to answer me back when we were talking about stuffs.
i need just more than a listening ear.
yes they will be there when i need a listening ear but i want more than that. more than a wandering soul who comes and go.
you dont have to feel guilty at all. because i have passed the stage of trying to give effort, time and commitment. pass the stage when i have a problem i only keep it to myself. have learn to shut up and try not to trouble others anymore except her and zhen.
mum used to say if u give 100% to anything, the return will be double. i am not saying i want return as much as double. i want to say could the person feel the effort in the first place?


anyway, half of the time i was screaming away on the phone. telling her stuffs that things are happening right now. HAHA! think about it as though the thing is really going to happen!
i am laughing hard now to recall me telling her about the accomodation. HAHAHAHAH!
we are going to have a good plan! a good plan that both of us agree even before we mention about it! TELEPATHY I GUESS! =)

to end it off to someone out there if he happen to read it, if are alone, all of them are alone together. there are alot of lonely souls. so u are NOT ALONE.




Sep 14, 2008, Sunday, September 14, 2008
BURP.

Saturday has been a good time to spend my time. I was really being nice to bring my sis out for walk. We went town to walk around and actually feel like buying lipstick from body shop and etc. we stop at takashimaya for dessert and I saw this on display for very very long when I came with jo the other time! Just opposite tako pachi then bought the one with red bean flavour. Its delicious and only cost 2 bucks for it!


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Dinner was at fish and co and she didn’t want to eat seafood platter so we ordered individual. I was having a bad headache through out. The salmon bake rice that I have ordered placed a lot of garlic sauce in it.

Sis was at akira’s house and she came and pick us up at PS. The three of us chatted on our way and I was really surprised what she told me.Anyway, all of them were crowding in his room to discuss about the overseas trip again.. I WAS HAPPILY BURPING AWAY. As I said I had garlic sauce earlier on so the the room became really smelly. Okay I really didn’t mean to but I didn’t know why either.

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My sweetheart came from work and together all of us have supper at spices. =)
Home sweet home!
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Sep 13, 2008, Saturday, September 13, 2008
Ever first!

its the 7th month of love!
like i said we usually dont celebrate it and both of us headed to his indian colleague wedding.
to my surprise, he actually got daisy for our 7th month! it just makes my heart skip a beat when he took it from the front seat drawer! hehe!
the first flower i ever recieved! okay i know its very impractical to buy flower but which girl dont like to recieve flower?

surprises surprises! hahah yay!!
i know its pretty dumb to be filled with excitement of one flower but got to understand Mr Ng usually dont do this kind of surprise thing! hehehe!
then we met sis and akira for dimsum since akira and sis happened to be at yishun. he was picking her up from kickboxing. sis said want to go kallang and play arcade and by the time we were there, they were packing up.
akira told me his experience of seeing ghost at punggol end. really very spooky!


yours truly,
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P.S: finishing the love of my life soon. good book to indulge in the early morning to work.
amy and sharity are coming back soon!! =)




Sep 10, 2008, Wednesday, September 10, 2008

i saw a 3 months old and 2 weeks dead foetus. termination of pregnancy.

she make a comment that N level student are mainly having this kind thing.
i just rolled my eyes.
HELLO! its the family values and self-love that matters!

when you know u make this choice, bear the consequences.
OR think twice.
its a life. not a barbie doll that u played and u can just cast it aside.

same age but one is dying another is as healthy as ever.
she asked me," it is fair to me?"

another random thought, if u get what i am trying to say.

love ur life, make the best out of it.




Sep 7, 2008, Sunday, September 07, 2008
SHOPPING

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Despite the rain, we met at wisma atria for shopping!
the very first stop is at Chomel! shiwei changed the shop name to CHOU-MEL. smelly mel. he was a horrible ass. i bought two hair pins from there although it cost a little little bit. okay, its actually alot. i felt the heart ache after leaving the shop. he thinks i am really out of my mind to buy this two bling bling pins.
chomel! i will be back to buy that pair of earrings soon!

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He got a new pair of shoes from beetle bug i think?
before we went for dinner at the food court and continue to ransack the clothes in esprit.
we meet the rest at tcc for their overseas trip discussion. mark taught me photoshop and he edit fangwen msn nick. that was hilarious! fangwen was getting hungry and we headed to hongkong cafe.
when they order pineapple tart and watermelon dessert. look this is what happen! their laughter were pretty loud with lots of jokes.
fangwen was telling the fact and figures if one wants to set up a family. i wouldnt dare to think much. :)

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last night was really enjoyable!
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on a very random note, I read straits time under THINK section. EUTHANESIA.
I was lost of words what the author has wrote about the whole process that his terminal ill mum did.




Sep 6, 2008, Saturday, September 06, 2008
Love is all around.

clinic is fine as there are not much patients today.
auntie Ley ha and i occupied the two computers to play games. i didn't know she loves online game so much.

mum talked to me when i was back, she is sort getting approval with this relationship. =)
okay! i am going to get my hair pin and accessories from chomel later!




Sep 5, 2008, Friday, September 05, 2008
The keys.

Exactly 3 more days to attachment.
i should face it with a positive mind!
C'mon to myself! i am there to learn! to learn about diagnosis! to care for the patient!
to take care of those lil one! it will be interesting! yesyes i can do it!

3 more days to the end of this short holidays and i'll await for the one week!
and within this 3 days i want to revamp my wardrobe, study corner and finish my storybooks.
its been there for too long.



Correction does much, but encouragement does more.




Sep 4, 2008, Thursday, September 04, 2008

i am well enough to meet this girl for picnic! laughed alot on our way. to think of what kind of mother i am in the future and the overcook cookies of the boy and girl (below). the way i could make spicky hair.

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she took revenge of what i did for her collage. i perspire alot when chasing the swarns and pigeons. nope its the other way round when they knew i have bread on my hands.

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then dinner with sweetheart at fish and co!
we were stuck at dhoby mrt station and he decided to go back to his car to get his umbrella. not forgetting that i walked in the rain without my shoes!
he said since you're so unglam already, unglam all the way!




Sep 3, 2008, Wednesday, September 03, 2008
old post old days. sweet old times.




























nat and i at PS precious thoughts.2005? cold and alone. haha! the smile is so fake!


i was laughing real hard at nelson hair!! hahahahhaah i think i didnt change much.




MEGA LOL! seriously!



hahahahha! miss ma have turned prettier! carmen still look best with her short hair.
and sandy hong look darn feminine in the dress!

i was so boyish!!


and this group of eggs have kept in my cupboard for sooooooooo long!!


that will be the nicest picture of all! =) i still love this pic out of so many that i took with zhen!

IJ UNIFORM!



HAHAHAH!! i remember this!! sandy hong and i have pimple on same spot!
hers in on left while mine is on the right! the photo is not obvious to see her pimple thats all!




all so grown up! gosh!


serangoon stadium! remember? the rally was too bored for us to take it! hahah


met fabian for the first time! and mark is being so shy! so different from now! LOL!
THE ZAO TA COOKIE THAT I EVER MADE. zhen was saying that i was wasting the flour back then.
the kids! oh my i cant imagine i force him to take this picture with MEI MEI (venus). the boy who talks alot when he eat and i have to tell him long story before stuffing the spoon in his mouth!


chocolateaddictor.
so much of fond memories. which brought me into laughing of one entry written of the secret that hwee and i have to hide.
i know i told sandy i wont ponder back the past.
well.. i know i am already to read back . it has been a neutral feeling long time ago. =)