finally settled with today chores and abit of reading up was done. so here i am sitting in front of my laptop and have a proper closure of year 2008.
let me see where shall i begin..
This year i have a total different view on festival and birthday celebration. everyday is worth a celebration IF u enjoy the day or u are happy with the people u with and what you have.
actually, the biggest changes to my mindset for the past 2 years was joining nursing even i still have disliking for it when come to attachment. People live and die, sick and sufferings. life is way to fragile and short. how many people actually appreciate the lil things that someone did for them or knowing a word of encouragement could changes someone life?
my family and i have many misunderstandings and quarrels over the person below over this year especially with mum and younger sisters. till now things is not getting better but i do hope there is a day they will accept with who i have right now. dad is right that i dont have try so hard to prove . mum thinks that i have turned more selfish by not contribute money to the family. didnt fight back because i find it damn hard to communicate with her because she's plainly too stubborn. sisters just added more oil to turn things worse. who doesnt love their family?! i do but they think i dont. what to do? see how things goes.
i was officially together with shiwei on 12th February. He became another important person part of my life. there were alots of ups and downs. i was glad he was there for me all this while. he taught me alot of things which makes me to be more alert, told me to be less negative and tried to think more positive. he makes me see things from a different angles. at times we do have many disagreement even at the verge of breaking up for couldnt stand our differences but i was glad both of us compromise at the end. yes, both of us love each other alot and gotta stand together as one to face the next obstacles.
friends..
come and goes i would say yet i didnt lose the faith of maintaining two way traffic. i know myself clearly that i am willing to maintain a friendship if its only two way. a few are quite disappointing but nevertheless i was glad just a few was maintain throughout the year. i dont need to mention the names. you know who you guys are. i know u all are always there for me when i am in need and i really really really really appreciate it! shall stop typing for now even though i have more things to say but oh well. thats all u need to know the happening and reflection of year 2008!
i love life because LIFE JUST IS.. (:
hello 2009! to begin a year without my boyfriend by side. 11 days of love sick :(