Dan
14 November 1989
adore chocolate,mocha and cameras.
CHIJ SJC
Ngee Ann Poly HS
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Apr 27, 2008, Sunday, April 27, 2008
footprints in the sand.
alright finally i have a chance to sit down and blog for a long entry.. hmmm so my uncle has passed away. miracle did not happen to him and letting him go is painful. the whole process of two weeks. seeing a cancer patient suffered, moaning and trying ways to commit suicide is able to tear ur heart into million pieces. the feeling of helpless, denial and slowing accepting the fact that he's leaving us had makes many of siblings, my mum and her siblings .
i was consider strong not to cry throughout the process until the funeral itself. i saw everything.. at the deathbed and the part recieving the phonecall from my eldest sis telling me ,"he cant make it anymore, come to the hospital quickly now."
the part when shiwei drove me to the hospice where ur mind is in a turmoil. feeling of lost and cannot accept the fact.
the part where recalling all the jokes he said to you when taking care of him.
the part where at the death bed and even though he's trying to catch his last breath to survive longer and reacting to you when he knows i;m here.
the part where concern was poured in for the family. the part where heart was together as one for the benefit of my uncle by chanting more for him.
the part seein g my auntie crying her heart out to my uncle and making everyone eyes shimmering with tears.
the part when you goes to school trying so hard to focus but you cant. you know life stills goes on but u are distorted.
oh well the whole process kills. i'm glad he dont have to suffer anymore but somehow somewhere i still missed him.
i'm taking it well and life gotta moves on too. :)
in short treasure those around you. we all know this but how many of us actually keep it that in mind?
aside from that i am glad the cold war between fang and i has stopped.
pretty much i was at great fault for most of the misunderstanding.
girlfriend still girlfriend. :)
no matter she's still there for me. happy times still stay on. lets continue to make more history!! teehee:)
its time for more meet up session with my girls.
and hello sand!
how's everything for you?
i bet its good. help me say hi to yaowen too! :)