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Dan
14 November 1989 adore chocolate,mocha and cameras. CHIJ SJC Ngee Ann Poly HS Copyright © 2009 Dan. All Rights Reserved
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Nov 4, 2007, Sunday, November 04, 2007
3 more weeks towards common test and nothing is in my head. 10 more days towards 18 yet i dont felt i have the rights of being 18. so detest of going to school yet my superego tells me to. do you know i had lost my freedom? i dont feel like i am eighteen at all. i really know what i am doing and why is she worrying so much. she always think she's right and i hate it. we used to talk about everything and she's always been supportive. i used to have freedom and i have to keep secrets from her now. i hate to keep things from her. i hate it when she thinks i am still a lil girl. i hate my life.i really do. things changed since i left sjc. i want to communicate with her but each time i mention something or name that she dont want to hear.she'll start to scold and blah blah.yarh asking for deliverance. asking for deliverance. this cycle will happen again and again.PERIOD. life simply suck! |